Thou Mayest – It’s Your Choice

Today is the first day of my junior year of college and, as excited as I am about it, I also needed a little inspiration to remind me what this living is all about. One thing came to mind that I learned from reading John Steinbeck’s East of Eden. I know I already did one post on this novel, and there might be others, but it is simply because a masterpiece can only be digested in bits and pieces before every small part comes together to form a beautiful creation – I want to share some of those pieces with you.

 

About half way through the book three of the main characters, Adam Trask, Samuel Hamilton, and the Chinese butler Lee (who is really more of a friend), are discussing the part of Genesis in the Bible which tells the story of Cain and Able. This story disturbed them when they first read it together many years before and now they have returned to it so that Lee can blow all of our minds. It takes a little bit of time to develop, but stay with me here.
Lee begins, speaking to Samuel:

     “Do you remember when you read us the sixteen verses of the fourth chapter of Genesis and we argued about them?
     “I do indeed. And that’s a long time ago.” 
     “Ten years nearly,” said Lee. ” Well, the story bit deeply into me and I went into it word for word. The more I thought about the story, the more profound it became to me. Then I compared the translations we have –and they were fairly close. There was only one place that bothered me. The King James version says this–it is when Jehovah has asked Cain why he is angry. Jehovah says, ‘If thou doest well, shalt thou not be accepted? and if thou doest not well, sin lieth at the door. And unto thee shall be his desire, and thou shalt rule over him.’ It was the ‘thou shalt’ that struck me, because it was a promise that Cain would conquer sin.”
     Samuel nodded. “And his children didn’t do it entirely,” he said.
     Lee sipped his coffee. “Then I got a copy of the American Standard Bible. It was very new then. And it was different in this passage. It says, ‘ Do thou rule over him.’ Now this is very different. This is not a promise, it is an order. And I began to stew about it. I wondered what the original word of the original writer had been that these very different translations could be made.” 
     Samuel put his palms down on the table and leaned forward and the old young light came into his eyes. “Lee,” he said, “don’t tell me you studied Hebrew!”
     Lee said, “I’m going to tell you. And it’s a fairly long story. Will you have a touch of ng-ka-py?”
     ….
     Samuel sipped the drink. “I want to know why you were so interested.” he said.
     “Well it seemed to me that the man who could conceive this great story would know exactly what he wanted to say and there would be no confusion in his statement.”
     “You say ‘the man.’ Do you then not think this is a divine book written by the inky finger of God?”
     “I think the mind that could think this story was a curiously divine mind. We have few such minds in China too.”
     “I just wanted to know,” said Samuel. “You’re not a Presbyterian after all.”
     “I told you I was getting more Chinese. Well, to go on, I went to San Francisco to the headquarters of our family association. Do you know about them? Our great families have centers where any member can get help or give it. The Lee family is very large. It takes care of its own.”
     “I have heard of them,” said Samuel.
     ….
     “It’s a little different from that really,” said Lee. “I went there because in our family there are a number of ancient reverend gentlemen who are great scholars. They are thinkers in exactness. A man may spend many years pondering a sentence of the scholar you call Confucius. I thought there might be experts in the meaning who could advise me.
     “They are fine old men. They smoke their two pipes of opium in the afternoon and it rests and sharpens them, and they sit through the night and their minds are wonderful. I guess no other people have been able to use opium well.”
     Lee dampened his tongue in the black brew. “I respectfully submitted my problem to one of these sages, read him the story, and told him what I understood from it. The next night four of them met and called me in. We discussed the story all night long.”
     Lee laughed. “I guess it’s funny,” he said. “I know I wouldn’t dare tell it to many people. Can you imagine four old gentlemen, the youngest is over ninety now, taking on the study of Hebrew? They engaged a learned rabbi. They took to the study as though they were children. Exercise books, grammar, vocabulary, simple sentences. You should see Hebrew written in Chinese ink with a brush! The right to left didn’ bother them as much as it would, since we write up to down. Oh they were perfectionists! They went to the root of the matter.”
     “And you?” said Samuel.
     “I went along with them, marveling at the beauty of their proud clean brains. I began to love my race, and for the first time I wanted to be Chinese. Every two weeks I went to a meeting with them, and in my room here I covered pages with writing. I bought every known Hebrew dictionary. But the old gentlemen were always ahead of me. It wasn’t long before they were ahead of our rabbi; he brought a colleague in. Mr. Hamilton, you should have sat through some of those nights of argument and discussion. The questions, the inspection, oh, the lovely thinking — the beautiful thinking. 
     “After two years we felt that we could approach your sixteen verses of the fourth chapter of Genesis. My old gentlemen felt that these words were very important too — ‘Thou shalt’ and ‘Do thou.’ And this was the gold from our mining: ‘Thou mayest.’ ‘Thou mayest rule over sin.’ The old gentlemen smiled and nodded and felt the years were well spent. It brought them out of their Chinese shells too, and right now they are studying Greek.” 
     Samuel said, “It’s a fantastic story. And I’ve tried to follow and maybe I’ve missed somewhere. Why is this word so important?” 
     Lee’s hand shook as he filled the delicate cups. He drank his down in one gulp. “Don’t you see?” he cried. “The American Standard translation orders men to triumph over sin, and you can call sin ignorance. The King James translation makes a promise in ‘Thou shalt,’ meaning that men will surely triumph over sin. But the Hebrew word, the word timshel — ‘Thou mayest’ — that gives a choice. It might be the most important word in the world. That says the way is open. That throws it right back on a man. For if ‘Thou mayest’ — it is also true that ‘Thou mayest not.’ Don’t you see?” 
     “Yes, I see. I do see. But you do not believe this is divine law. Why do you feel its importance?” 
     “Ah!” said Lee. “I’ve wanted to tell you this for a long time. I even anticipated your questions and I am well prepared. Any writing which has influenced the thinking and the lives of innumerable people is important. Now, there are many millions in their sects and churches who feel the order, ‘Do thou,’ and throw their weight into obedience. And there are millions more who feel predestination in ‘Thou shalt.’ Nothing they may do can interfere with what will be. But “Thou mayest’! Why, that makes a man great, that gives him stature with the gods, for in his weakness and his filth and his murder of his brother he has still the great choice. He can choose his course and fight it through and win.” Lee’s voice was a chant of triumph. 
     Adam said, “Do you believe that, Lee?” 
     “Yes, I do. Yes, I do. It is easy out of laziness, out of weakness, to throw oneself into the lap of deity, saying, ‘I couldn’t help it; the way was set.’ But think of the glory of the choice! That makes a man a man. A cat has no choice, a bee must make honey. There’s no godliness there. And do you know, those old gentlemen who were sliding gently down to death are too interested to die now?” 
     Adam said, “Do you mean these Chinese men believe the Old Testament?” 
     Lee said, “These old men believe a true story, and they know a true story when they hear it. They are critics of truth. They know that these sixteen verses are a history of humankind in any age or culture or race. They do not believe a man writes fifteen and three-quarter verses of truth and tells a lie with one verb. Confucius tells men how they should live to have good and successful lives. But this — this is a ladder to climb to the stars.” Lee’s eyes shone. “You can never lose that. It cuts the feet from under weakness and cowardliness and laziness.” 
     Adam said, “I don’t see how you could cook and raise the boys and take care of me and still do all this.”  
     “Neither do I,” said Lee. “But I take my two pipes in the afternoon, no more and no less, like the elders. And I feel that I am a man. And I feel that a man is a very important thing — maybe more important than a star. This is not theology. I have no bent toward gods. But I have a new love for that glittering instrument, the human soul. It is a lovely and unique thing in the universe. It is always attacked and never destroyed — because ‘Thou mayest.’ ”

Now for anyone who studies Hebrew or has deeply studied the theological meaning of this passage, if this is incorrect I apoligize. Yet it is Steinbeck who wrote it, and I don’t doubt that he probably went through this same study and revelation himself which is why he ended up sharing it in one of his novels. There are a great many things to take away from this excerpt, such as modeling after the desire to learn and understand, or how to embrace a passage one might not understand, but the most important part to me is this concept of “thou mayest.”

Whether the theology is correct or not, I am certain that this rings with a truth that could only come from God. For even though he is the Lord of all creation, King over heaven and earth, God gives us the choice to conquer sin and rise to greatness. There is a necessity for obedience and predestination in their own ways, but it is in this choice that our lives form into tragedy or triumph. Surely, God will promise to follow through with our choices.

What do think of this passage?
What does the thou mayest mean to?

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